Teaching Bleaching

It won't find a job and stay for me- he failed so many times on all that. 

 So break away and don't see him again - get away from his confusing bullshit. His issues and low self-esteem and sabotage. 

 So don't let him in again. Don't let him use me anymore. 

 Yeah, life is cruel. You think you are going to be offered love but all you get back is codependent crap. And I had been entrapped by love from the start, so this was cruel. Very cruel.  People are arses. 

 totally need to de stress and stuff - try and enjoy the things I have 

 So sometimes love is a cage and you have to let it go- it wasn't going anyhere...

 I was not born to be a slave or to be someone elses' slave or to meet their needs without mine being met.