Supported

 I deserve to be supported and not left out in the cold and suddenly dropped because of a dissertation. I deserve to be communicated with. I don't deserve to be left hanging and ringing and ringing with no answer. And then you answer and I can't believe I take you being an idiot. But then maybe that is depression for you. 

It would be good to get out and clear my head of you and just have a stable nice relationship with someone less neurotic and pathological. You are not normal and I should have protected myself and had boundaries. I didn't have strong enough boundaries. 

Its always after you have fallen in love they pull the plug and can't cope or they never intended to fall in love. 

Negative people who don't deserve your love. Players and fools and depressives who will never get better. 

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