I regret giving you love when you had nothing to offer me in return. It feels so wrong and demanding to say love me back- that I should understand you are going through too much shit and I can't expect too much- but I should be treated like a normal human being at least. 

Why is it so hard for me to ask to be treated like a normal human being - other human beings communicate but I am so used to your rudeness now. You disappearing into seclusion without warning. Perhaps you really can't help it. Depression is so different for everyone. 

I should just leave it. I will be happier without you. 

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