It isn’t really love

 Well you only showed up when it worked for you and disappeared and was never there for me. You say it’s because you couldn’t cope but any excuse just to get me into bed. Probably. What an arsehole.

Why am I so scared to say the truth? 

Just pulling the plug on everything. 

This person is going through it. 

Don’t hold on to the past. 

Emotional and unconditional love. 

Seems unlikely. 

Optimism. Opportunities ahead. Who the hell knows. 

The devils. 

My hearts wish. 

I dreamed about you again and making love. Just a shadow. 

She sat with me and said you need to open the book in witches intuition and sexuality. 

I don’t think he wants balance within me. He just cut me off and things. 

A second chance to make me happy? No he doesn’t deserve it. 

Confusing. Mixed messages. Just holding me there. 

Nothing better. 

Blossoming. 

Heavy negative energy. 

They hurt themselves when they hurt me. 

Well. On path. Fear. 

My god well tough right? 

Scared plan and manifestation. 

Do the work. 

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