Cunt

 Was out love even real? Everyone kept saying you didn’t love me. That you are an arsehole. That you are cruel and have a cruel side and I haven’t seen it because I was infatuated. You seemed so nice and yeah now you are a dick head. Well there were a number of times you were less than nice. Why would you not want to speak to the person you love? Why would you fucking block them? Fucking hell. How could you have not realised how much you h y me? Idiot. 

Maybe I am still expecting you to be a normal 

Human being which you are not. You are a mess. 

So what were those excuses you come up with? Always excuses for shit. But if you loved me why make excuses. I can’t be that important to you if you can’t even put me first ever. Just a happy memory. Jesus. So unfair and wrong on many levels. Maybe just make control freak. The people we love betray us.

Was that it closure? The end of that cycle? 

You selfish fucking cunt. 




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