Awake

 So you finally bailed on me completely. Too weak to be there. Why do you do these things? Just disappearing and reappearing. Taking what you need not giving a duck about me. 

All my sadness at being used. I was too old for this. 

Two music nerds obsessing. 

I failed to find love. Too damaged. So much damage done. Should take action. 

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